Am I too independent til no one will care for me?
Even the closest one won't notice what's going on with me.

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Yet another betrayal issue

Tell me, why are people not appreciative?

Of Asia Conference and random updates

It was supposed to be a free day for us today as classes are from 8am to 6pm this whole week BUT all of a sudden, we were told that we need to hand out an assignment by 4pm today.

I'm right now in the classroom with Bestie and Wan Ying, enjoying the aircond while trying our very best to finish up our assignments. I can really tell that it's very energy draining while rushing assignments in such a way.

In order to overcome the stress level, here am I multitasking, and blog while I can't access to Facebook and Twitter with the college's internet provided.
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Here are some mini updates about what happened in the past 2 months.

Remember how excited I was for Asia Conference in Singapore? I finally made it to step into the land of civilization. I tell you, the whole city is so clean, there are trains at every 3-4minutes, people queue everywhere, food is super tasty and etc. The environment and lifestyle is definitely 100% BETTER than KL. Below are some of the pictures of my trip to Singapore.

Friday, 28 May 2010

We need to wake up as early as 5am to prepare ourselves to catch the 6am's MRT, to reach to Expo Hall at bout 7am to queue to get to enter into the main hall. Was blessed enough to get priority card which allow us to enter the hall without queuing on my 1st day there.


The main entrance to the hall


In the hall


The Strikeforce. They play awesome music!


The CAMPUS night. With Parade Of School performances etc


Ps Kong Hee speaking!

Saturday, 29th May 2010

Went to Suntec City Mall first thing in the morning as there were no morning service on Saturday. XD


Suntec City Mall's main entrance


The blogger. =p


Churchwide prayer meeting with Pastor Tan Ye Peng. Received so so so much from God!

Visited Bugis on Saturday night after the evening service.

Yes, I LOVE Bugis Junction!



I'm so in love with these Japanese Satays, known as Yakitori.
Too bad, they don't allow franchising


Moi at Bugis Street =D


DeeSZ group picture! We are 1 big happy family


Borned in the year of Dragon <3

Sunday, 30th May 2010

The last day of Asia Conference. My heart was so heavy to leave Singapore as I did not have enough of the whole Asia Conference and the country yet. Anyhow, I still have to go through the day and get home. The day began with packing, carried my luggages along to catch the train to keep the luggages in Crown Plaza Hotel at the airport. Had an usual morning 9am service.

Skipped the 2nd service of the day at 11am to catch the food fair which was going on at one of the halls at Expo. They had loads of interesting food stalls! Managed to buy some cheap Pocky sticks with all kinds of flavors back as souvenirs for my sistas and my niece.


Some of the stalls.


Moi enjoying the sharkfin soup as I needed some hot drink =)


Yummy fried buns!

Then we started queuing for the grand finale


The waiting hall


Main hall for Grand Finale with DR AR Bernard!

The whole event was indeed an eye opening conference that I have attended throughout the years. There were great anointed pastors spoke for different sessions and many elective life challenging mini courses.

1 thing which I will never forget is what DR Cho said, 'Christianity without miracles is not Christianity at all'

More details about Asia Conference at http://www.asiaconference.org.sg/2010/

You won't want to miss the next Asia Conference in 2012!

How can today be so boring???

I canceled my plans to accompany mum but aunt came and dragged her out.
Yam cha kaki for the night ffk me leaving me rotting at home.

20092009 was a good day

-Helped parents to usher in CCC.

-Had lunch with parents.

-Went to cousin sis's place, played with BabyMeagan

The cutie and I

-Went to cousin sis's friend's Raya open house



Very traditional Malay house


Some of the yummylicious food prepared

-Went to Midvalley with cousins right after the visitation.

Yours sincerely,

@ Alexis, The Gardens

Please be responsible of YOUR OWN MOTHER!

If you are to plan for a surgery(regardless what kind of surgery) for your mother, PLEASE discuss with the respective people who are supposed to take care of your mother FIRST, and not simply deciding a date for the surgery without knowing the circumstances after the surgery.
And please don't simply jump into unplanned conclusion.
Don't ever think that surgeries have no risks.

And again..

It's the first day of class again today. I slept through the 10am break until 11am.
How piggie I am.

Had been sick since Saturday and had been taking antibiotics after 4 or 5 years of not taking them. Not quite happy with the idea of swallowing the antibiotics but the doctor must had her reasons on prescribing the antibiotics for me. Maybe I should follow the dosage prescribed - to take a capsule 3 times a day instead of 2 times a day (was being my own doctor myself, my bad)

Noticed that my life is circling, going round and round, repeating what has been going on over and over again. For instance, my emotional being. Feelings fluctuates very easily - something which i dislike the most. Trying my very best to take hold on it. Maybe I shall just stop worrying about everything and just enjoy doing what I am doing. Yes? No?

Still loving my life as I have Jesus with me ♥

am super duper emo now!!

Am I revived?

I tend to feel that I have lots of problems and challenges to face in life and I have this feeling almost all the time. Though I'm not afraid of it for I know that I have the Lord with me but yet, I'm still worried. Too worried at times till I'll easily break down and often drown myself in my own world thinking that no one cares for me and it had caused me to keep quiet all the time whenever I'm with my friends. I prefer to be quiet also because I don't have any topic to talk to them. It sometimes makes me feel like I'm lost and I'm losing my mind in a way. Not exactly up to the level of being insane of course, but a strong feeling of waves of painful reality which I've seen and had striked me in its very own way and causes me to compete with all of the struggles and negative thoughts and emotions in me in order to make sure that I'm on the right path.

Sometimes I hope that I know how to express the feelings which are buried deep down inside me. I'm still the same old me who's battling with my mind to renew myself each day and to reflect more of Christ in me by living with His words in the everyday life. But sad to say that I've been such a vain. I hate my life at times, I get pissed at things easily, I dislike being surrounded by non believers, and I complain about almost everything in life. What a shame of me.

But one thing in life which I appreciate the most, is that I know I'm falling deeper and deeper in love with Jesus which I've never experienced before. It felt so so so real and so encouraging. And I am really thankful to have Him in life. Because it is only Jesus who will be faithful to me. And because of Jesus, I can still be well alive and to do so many things, and to be in the presence of the Holy Spirit and ask for His forgiveness.

Glory be unto Him!