It's over in a way because I still have my practical exam on Wednesday.
So basically it's like exam has ended.
I only need to be worried on procedures which I've never done before like catherization only I guess? *sigh*
I've finished reading New Moon in 2 hours time.
It was so exciting til I have the adrenaline rush to finish up the book ASAP. Hahas.
A bit exaggerating i know.
On the other hand, remember I wrote about
*A dear friend (Sam) bout a month ago?
I still do not have the guts to call her because I've heard from another friend, Rachel, who were part of us, told me that Sam doesn't want to hear anything about me whenever Rachel mentions bout me and she'll cut Rachel off whenever Rachel mentions me.
I know there were some unerasable misunderstandings along the way but those things were not a problem when we were still together. Why can't she forget about them now since it's all over? I do wished that we'll bum into each other at our favourite shopping mall like how we always did.
I've tried my best to mend things.
It got me thinking,
if someone chooses to walk out frm your life, what can u do?
And my answer to that question is let them go and face the fact.
Because I might not have the ability to make them stay, eventhough I DO NOT wish to face any of this anymore. Ian once asked,
What kind of relationships are we building with one another everyday?I would say that
I will want to build sincere lasting relationships with one another.I hope that I'll have the guts to call her up someday. Also, hoping that the numbers that I have are valid. And, another crazy thing came across my mind, maybe I'll drive to her house someday according to the address she gave me back in F6 days? I know her parents and sister are still staying there.
No, I'm not sad, not emo.
Just that I truly treasure people around me who are dear to me.
There's lots more of other things for me to look forward to.
I'm more than excited for Christmas and I always will.
This is
Xmas at
home =D
